Bissshhhh.

I spent my whole day in pyramid trying to get a straight answer regarding my camera. I think everybody is trying to cheat me and get money off me.

Someone please tell me is it my camera or charger's fault. I've been trying to find a damn answer for almost a most. Sheesh.

This is terrible. I want my camera to be okay by rally. :(((((((

And Happy Birthday brother of mine.

According to you. :)

I haven't had the time to go online in ages. And i think i've been a really terrible friend lately. I'm quite outdated in your life. :(

Boo. :(

Here are some pictures from Shereen's BBQ. I am not so sure how to spell her name. But she and her husband are one of the best host you can ever find. They are really welcoming people. And yes, we were such lazy pigs Jo-Ann. We sat while the food came to us. But who could blame us? People kept bring food over. The only time we got up was to sing the birthday song. And then it was back to the table.

"Whatever tickles your panties". HAHAHA.

I just could not stop laughing. I don't know what came over me. :D

WHEEE!

Kevin and Mitoooooh. :D

The massage chair which gave the guys loads of fun.

The spilt drink on the carpet. Which we quietly cleaned up like nothing happened. Haha. We can be such angels at time eh?

;)

Red-ish is the colour of the night. :)

I got to sleepover Jo Ann's place with Cherly. Oh the stories from Australia. And that weird Princess show. Haha. :)

Then slept over at Evie's house with Praveena. I have been so outdated! And vice versa. Haha.

For you Praveena. :D

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

Today we managed to watch new moon. Ahh. I really don't get the craze about it. Edward Cullen is really ugly in the show. I swear. Movies really spoil the books.

I rather have the edward in the book. :)

Okay. I'm getting annoyed. It's either people are not replying my msg's because they are not getting it. Or maybe it's "I-hate-Stephanie-Day" that i don't know about.

Sighs. :(

Read and weep

I'm stuck at home feeling really low.

Talking to Martin always makes me feel better. :) I do miss him terribly. I miss those days in 2006. LOADS. I miss the people back then. The comfort of a 'family' i can turn to.

After all these years, some has grown apart, some became closer. I've failed but He carries me through. This year's journey has been tough. I'm not denying that i felt like giving up most of the times. I've sacrificed many things. Many things that i cannot gain back.

Experiences.

Friends.

Love.

I know many people had to put up with my busy schedule. My family the most. My grandpa. And the friends i do not see outside of church. College mates.

And for the times when i ultimately felt like a loser and i had you guys to stand up for me. Why? Because you believed in me. I've never thanked you enough for that.

At times i too become a hypocrite. I start to judge people. I set expectations. I become someone i don't want to become.

But this journey is worth every bit. It made me into the person i am today. And He will continue being my pillar of strength. :)

Smile and make my heart stop. :)

I hate the days when i feel so drained out that the only thing i want to do i lie in bed.

I don't like going to the doctors. They usually overcharge for a small consultation. I rather eat my meds and rest at home. And the result? I recover 10 times slower. The meds at home have weird smells and taste funny. But i'll have to eat this cough medicine until recover. It hurts. :(

I went for Clinique Tea Party. :) THANKS SHANNON.

And here are some of the pictures from that day. Camera died again so i just took a few. The helium balloons were PRETTY! But joshua used it all to make funny voices. Hahaha.

Okay. I got to rush now. Cherly is coming to pick me up in 15 minutes.

Jo Ann is back from Aussie. Can't wait to see yoouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :) :) :)

Hit it. :)

I'm back from camp with flu. :(

Sighs. Never fails laa. I get a few hours of sleep. I didn't even try sleeping during the free time. LOL.

Plus, the food at NS is all curry. I now have a bad cough going on. And i've been drinking milo ais the entire time. Yum? :D

Bus ride was very tiring mentally. Roger had a bunch of confusing riddles for us to solve. I still do not get some of it. Especially the "man man over the wall" or something like that. Alan was not satisfied so he kept bugging Roger to repeat it. I was dying there with Shamus and Gracie. Hahaha.

Go Green. :D

Food was bearable. Only thing that i hated about the camp was the terrible toilets. Sighs. If only they had a heater and cleaner toilets. There were insects crawling around inside the shower. And feared something coming out from the pipes. *shudders*

The dorms were alright. Only problem with mine was that it had ants on the rage. Haha. I came back on Sunday night to find my things all over the place.

Just a random shot during one of P&W sessions. I had a nice desk set up behind the hall. Printing. Laminating. Fixing the spoilt ones. Punching the name tags. Josh & I had fun punching the sides to the name tags. Haha.

And i did learn a few new things from Photoshop. Woohoo! :)

Then the guys wanted to go the the river to swim. I assumed it was something else. Somewhere far away. Haha. Turns out it was just behind the guys dorm.

They guys throwing Chrishen into the water. Haha. Uncle Richard is really brave. I got bitten by loads of mosquito's and big red ants. :( Eczema go away.

Useless COW. :P

:)

Also. Thanks Evie for that heart to heart talk. I REALLY needed that. I know that there are still people out there who genuinely cares. I'll try not to be so hard on myself next time. Really.

All the ups and downs. The good and bad. All this brings back memories.

Happy memories of how we were once before. Before the 'light' illuminated us. I miss 2006. I miss everything about it. :)

I'm glad once again that i took this journey. HE will carry us through.

:)

Me and my heart, we got issues.

It's nice to be back on my own computer. :) Though it's really a pain staring at the computer screen the whole day. And now, the company is not allowing me to surf the net. Lucky it's ending next Wednesday. I'm done with stiff shoulders and migraines because it is too cold.

Anyways. Last Friday was Sunday School dinner. Nothing big, just the usual celebration. Ate teh yummy food.

Banana crumble. Mmhmm. :)

We had to rush and complete our thriller dance. Haha. Whoever took the video, i WANT it. I bet i looked horrible up front. ;P

I also won Robinson's voucher. Someone take me there please.

And yes, it was time to hit the dance floor after that! Switched off the lights and partaayyed. Lol. It was nice watching the older ones dancing. They even had their own little group.

First performance of the night. :)

I caught the 'after' picture. Haha.

I'm lazy to have caption's for my pictures.

Today had lunch with Adrian, Cherly and Wei Jun. You guys finally came after days of planning! Haha.

Nandos. Hot. :D Adrian's dragon breath. Eh you. Please don't take ugly pictures of me anymore. =.="

Camp is tomorrow. I haven't packed. Klaa. I don't want to look at the computer screen already.

I better go pack my bag and avoid myself from being paranoid. :D

It's crowded in this place today.

My arms still ache a little. I haven't been dancing since...April? Haha.

Michael Voon's workshop was really interesting yesterday. In my mind, hip hop is the form of dance i like the most. He did change my perception. A little bit. Heh.

He did the whole travelling back through time with different styles of music and their dance styles. Michael Jackson, Macarena and all that.

*stomp the cockroach! stomp stomp* :D

I'm sniffing away now. Coming down with a cold. Sooner or later.

Oh woe is me.


I just got back my exam results. I checked it online. And...it's bad.


Everything is crashing down on me at the moment. Hold me please.